"little by little"

i am lucky:)

2011-07-24T21:53:00.005+08:00

please slapped me if i ever sigh again..

to think back everything dat ever happened to me, i consider myself as LUCKY.

i worked hard, i still laugh hard. i cry a lot, i have a lot more shoulders to lean on.

i easily get mad, but my blood pressure still normal what.

if in one whole day we still have water to bath, shoes to wear, food to eat, friends to chill up, why get mad if a bunch of flies, flies around? they have to fly to continue their lives!

sumtimes people can be very annoyed..like they dun have anything goods in life other than makes our life miserable.but how far they can go? well, at least u wont die of the annoying-ness rite?maybe its their nature.so why let one bad apple spoils the whole basket?bad apples stays rotten,dun eat them,take a good one, and leave. you wont get sick. smile makes u feel so good:)

be grateful makes u feel that you are not alone. you are born with a reason. lets stay focus & insyaAllah,God will lead us the way.

P/s : thank YOU, i had the very best day in my life:)

how lucky i am?;)

2011-05-23T20:55:00.002+08:00

i seriously need sum rest

maybe dis time will be a long one..

for everyone's good.

Buhsan Di Office Sekarang

2011-02-24T20:05:00.003+08:00

tired.sumbody please hire me!
hahah..itulah perangai..da tensen sket carik nk carik keje baru..
tak reti bersyukur langsung..
cube lah muhasabah diri ok khasanah!

" then which of the favours of your Lord will ye deny?"

so pls be strong!and grateful for every little second you breath..
there must be a reason why you were born...
n why you are still working here T___T

Regards,

-office-

a friend's reminder

2011-02-09T23:29:00.004+08:00

its a shamed

yet its a bless

how i wish the sky stays blue,

i'm grateful for the bright rainbows after the storm

thank you.so much.

BAD PEOPLE

2011-01-15T23:13:00.004+08:00

i never thought sumtimes life wud be dis difficult.

VERY difficult..

handling machine is one thing,but handling people is harder!

thats why bos cakap, lets not call them bad people lah

actually they are so-call 'difficult people'

u have to noe how to handle this kind of people

but to do dat,u must have enuf experience, n knowledge.

yup.tp aku org baru bos.

camane nak setaraf dgn dis 'difficult people'?

sampai bile asek nak tahan panas telinga kne maki hamun depan org ramai?

aku ponn ade maruah:'(

one great man penah cakap;

'we all have people we dun like.dat does things dat we dun like.

and wut i have found is no one is pure evil.

if u wait long enuf,they will show u their gud side.

u can't make them doin it in a hurry.but u can be patience.'

sgt betul!

but its been 7month!

how long shud i wait??

they are toooo bbbbbb uhhh! DIFFICULT!

ww=weak week

2010-10-24T11:10:00.004+08:00

will young's fit me perfectly today

i think i better leave right now.

before i fall any deeper.

will u marry me?

2010-10-13T23:45:00.002+08:00

why flowers are red?

why leaves are green?

why i was born?

why tears falling?

why heart racing?

why earth one?

why i feel like none?

thank you:')

2010-09-21T22:56:00.004+08:00

THANK YOU

ALL OF YOU ARE THE REASON FOR ME TO LIVE

THANK YOU ALLAH

THANK YOU PEOPLE

THANK YOU SO MUCH!:')

orang kampung

2010-08-31T22:24:00.002+08:00

mungkin entry kali ini agak emosi.

sila jgn baca jika anda anda seorang yg beremosi..

org slalu cakap,'jage sket tingkah laku tuh,nnti org kg nampak cakap ape pulak'

pastu kalau hebat sket,risau tershow off sket,nnti org kg mengate..

kalau balik ngn bf ponn da jadik bualan org kg..

bergosip tak hengat walhal lagi bagus ade org mnghantar selamat sampai ke rumah drpada jadik ape2 di tgh jalan..itu cume pendapatku..tapi yg salah,tetap lah salah..itu aku mengaku..

tp ape ponn,hey aku ponn org kampung jugak.

lahir di kampung,mmbesar di kampung..

tak penah heran kau nak pakai mercedes brape series ponn aku tak kesah..

maybe kalau kau bawak kete kebal,aku akan mengate'wah hebat,nak tumpang buleh?'

tp sejak duduk di tempat baru nih,mngaku aku hanye mnumpang di tempat org..

dduk ponn umah sewa..

kami bekerja ponn pakai baju kilang,org ponn da label minah kilang.

tp ape dose aku keje kilang?

even tak kesah lah position aku manager or operator,takkan kau nak cap yg minah kilang nih sosial tak hengat.bahaye kalau bercampur ngn org kg.hey,kerja halal kot!

fine fine fine,takan la pulak nak cap kat dahi nih,aku engineer beb,baju nih kilang bagi so aku pakai jelah so jgn pandang aku macam tu buleh?

tp perluke semua tuh?

sipolan cakap org kampung da mule mengate pasal kami.

tp aku tgk macik2 sbelah umah kami slalu jeh menghanta kuih bukak puase kat kami.

so siapakah 'org kg yg mengate itu'??

atau sipolan itu sendiri?

adeh..seyes aku tak faham.

mmg perlu hidup bermasyarakat.

tp masyarakat yg pandang hina perempuan minah kilang macam kami nih

jadi bagaimana?

nasihat cume satu,

sebelum berkata ape,pandang lah diri sendiri dahulu.

mahu betulkan tingkap rumah org,pandang lah tingkap sendiri dahulu,mungkin tak perasan retak di mane2..

manusia tidak sempurna.

itu utk aku,dan kau juga.

noon blues~

2010-08-12T12:35:00.002+08:00

too much to think sumtimes make me afraid to ever think to think again..
assumption and prediction always depleted.
shud i run away
or shud i stay?

ADULT

2010-07-26T19:43:00.003+08:00

lately badan da semakin tak mengikut arahan..
i need more caffeine!

-SPECIAL ENTRY-

2010-07-17T16:54:00.021+08:00

AHMAD SYARIF AL ANSHARI,

I'm so glad u're back

even janji 6month meleret sampai 7bulan,

i da fikir masak2,

AND u're forgiven;)

and for our new sunshine,

auntie can't wait to c u!;p

congrate to mummy yun n daddy ben;)

aku gadis kilang versi 2010

2010-07-17T14:58:00.003+08:00

rase lawak pulak last2 bersambung balik kisah gadis kilang kembali ke kilang;)

tp kali nih siap ade uniform lagi nyah.kelas gitu!;p

tp kali nih gadis kilang rase agak sket blur but not yet soo stress..

buleh la tahan keje kat sini.(sini itu bayan lepas)

hidup baru dan kilang baru,muge2 sume ok..

yelah makin besar nih,makin besar jugak tanggung jawab..

pikul jgn tak pikul.

sekian utk kali ini.

-before g keje.pic credit to izyansyamimi-

world isn't greed..men are!

2010-06-05T00:59:00.004+08:00

saturday
5 june2010
1.00am

its been a week since balik dr tgk atok kat hospital..
her condition is not too bad but still not too good to relieved..
tp smlm mak cakap sudah discharged..
muge2 atok ok2 sahaje..
its a fact dat we must accept..
ade mase kite gembira,ade mase kte menanges,
ade mase sihat,ade mase saket,
mybe sok luse waktu kite,no one knows..

talkin about atok, ders one thing i regret the most..
yg sehat, tak pernah nak beringat..

las week ktrg pegi nak tgk atok..
waktu tuh jln cam biase,tak sebuk sgt,tak clear sgt..
hosp private kt area pekeliling..
kat simpang jln after national libry,kete kami kene tahan dgn si baju putih..
owhh..knapa kah?
tak pakai seatbelt ke?
abg ipar kalut2 kuar..haihh..asal la kau kalut sgt nk kuar..cool sudah..

"encik tak buleh lalu jalan nih"

"mintak maaf la encik,kami nk cepat nih,nak pegi lawat nenek sakit kat hosp,istri sy pulak tu mengandung" (huh ade pulak bg alasan wife pregnant?baru bape bulan kot..tak logik!)

drg dok discuss2 even sampai skrg aku pikir asal takleh lalu jln tuh sbb tader satu signboard ponn tules no entry ke,takleh lalu ke,gajah melintas ke,ahh ngarut lah..tp sbbkan mereka beruniform maka terpakse lah kami berhenti jugak.lah da kne tahan kot..tader lah besar mane ponn cite nih sampai lah drg ckap;

"abes tu mcm mane?kami ponn nk duit kopi nih"

aduh..menyirap aku dgr.

"bukan sy taknak bg encik.tapi mmg tak leh bg.encik nak saman pon samanlah"

first time rase nk salute kat abg ipar..even kau mcam kalut seyes mmg bijak jawapan tuh..kalau sehari dorg tahan 1o kete,n every person kasik plg kurang rm5o "duit kopi",sebulan bape dah?u guys the shining n brilliant star, pls do the math..n kire skalik darah yg mengalir hasil duit kopi dalam badan..n gune pulak utk besarkan anak2...keturunan..jadi darah daging kan?selebihnye,aku sendirik insan lemah tak pasti ape yg akan jadik..cumenye,msg2 ade akal,gunelah..otak jgn harap simpan dalam helmet jeh..kalau bukan fikir utk diri sendirik,pikirlah pasal anak2 dan isteri kat umah..drg tak bersalah.tak berhak diberi nafkah dgn "duit kopi"..

haiihh..ape yg aku emo sgt nih?maybe sbb poket sendirik tgh kosong kot,ni kan pulak nk kasik org minom kopi T____T

old but fresh!

2010-05-23T22:50:00.006+08:00

tonite layan oldies lagi..
maybe..dats the only genre i can feel comfortable with..
n remind me of who i am..
ah..sbnrnya masih konfius dgn hidup nih..
its getting more n more complicated..
but sumone told me..
dats y life is called life..
we keep doing things we like n also things we dun like..
the best way is to continue live life with patience..
and dun give up hope..
aduh..sudah mula teringat kamu..
everyone,pls live a healthy life okei;)

i wish i can wish and with just wish i'll never have to wish again

2010-03-29T17:37:00.010+08:00

Already 29th march 2010..
pejam celik jeh da nak kene anta thesis...
da nak final exam..
da nak kuar dari usm..
n da nak keje ponn..
hidup nih mmg tak mudah..
kalau lah hanya boleh berharap harapan jadi kenyataan...surely i will do nothing..
tak payah nk bersusah hati jiwa raga siapkan kerja yg tak siap siap..
rase nak pegi zaman2 skolah balik yg padahal kalau kat skolah time2 nk exam berharap kelas tebakar temasuk buku2 sume n ktrg buleh balik cuti tanpe perlu amek exam..
pikiran budak2....tp skrg...kalau diberi pilihan patah balik ke zaman sekolah2...
ders sooo many thing i wish i should wish instead of kelas terbakar n tanak amek exam..

I wish I’d enjoy my skul time more!maaf ya kawan2..kite tau kite sgt buhsan dulu2 n bajet macam org da besar padahal kecik jeh lagi..(dulu2 ckp “kite”mcm baekkan;p)haa..pastuh kite tak sengaje nak tules name2 org bising kasik kat cekgu disiplin tapi kite terpakse ..mintak maaf ye:’(

I wish I’d be more careful with my thought and with my talk so dat tak kne baling kerusi ngn rompin time F1 :’(..huhuu..sori weh..yg hang pasan sape suroh..ktrg ckp pasal org laen kot..tp still rase besalah jugak..sowie:’( n utk black n sekutu yg kne ubat stapler kat bont** .mintak maaf jugak..tp tu ponn salah hangpa jugak..sape suroh pggil2 budak2 F1 balut buku teks korg pakai plastic pembalut meja drg..huhuu..mintak maaf ya..lagipon saket sekejap jeh kan..huhuuu

I wish I’d suggest 2 u guys so dat we met every years n not after 10years..because I’ve started miss u guys sooo bad:’(

I wish I’d be a better fren..huhuu..mane nak dapat kawan yg sanggup carik daun bunga raye kat keliling skolah bila kte demam..mane nak dapat kawan yg snggup kuar outing sorg2 n bwk balik eskrem da nak cair satu tupperware n mkn same2 b4 trun pdg..mane nak carik kawan yg sggup marah ble kte malas nk stadi..mane nak carik kawan yg tules surat pujuk bile gaduh2..hahahh:D sori weh sbb tak reply sbb aku rse ko yg salah time tu..tapi stil rase aku macam tak cukup baik..mintak maaf:’(

I wish I’d cherish every moment with u guys..tp mintak maaf ya..num korg sumer da tader..sila salahkan pencopet telipon bimbit kat butterworth!!:’( tp percayelah,smpi skrg masih ingat korg lagi..huhuu

N for u…I just wish I’d never let u go...................

AGE is just a number..heee;)

2010-02-26T08:01:00.005+08:00

merujuk kepade title,

mmg betol itu...

tp tiap2 tahun ble tekenang umo da asek bertambah

dan problem ponn makin betambah...

kalut jugak kadang2..

hehehh..but it does'nt mean dat we should forget a birthday;);)

22nd February and 24th February mmg da lepas...

tapi kamu berdua sentiasa dalam hati..

heee...kamu kamu bakal Doktor pasti tau lagi jelas ape ade dalam organ2 itu...

tp ini sastera okk..bukan medik..

oke2..HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZULAIKA n IRAH..

tamau mature2 ek,mentain saja..hahaa

saya seorang juruteknik

2010-02-10T17:06:00.004+08:00

esei pilihan ketika emosi..

saya seorang juruteknik..
saya sgt hebat..
sbb tu saya boleh jawab soalan student yg ringkas dgn jawapan yg panjang dan menyakitkan hati..
walaupun saya ada pilihan utk menjawab dgn ringkas
walaupun saya tahu saya tak menjawab soalan..
sbb saya peduli ape,mereka hanya student..
saya seorang juruteknik..
kalau berhadapan dengan student2 bodoh...
saya akan bersedia dgn soalan2 hebat..
dan saya akan gunakan dialog biase saya;
"kamu kan engineer,sy hanya juruteknik sahaja.."
tapi bila mereka tak dapat jawab soalan,
terbukti,saya lagi hebat...
kerana saya seorang juruteknik...
saya tak kesah ape perasaan student2..
sbb saya peduli hape,gaji saya tetap jalan..
mereka nak siapkan projek,
mereka tetap memerlukan saya..
sbb tu saya tak kesah kalau kata2 saya menyinggung sape2...
ohh,saya peduli hape...
saya seorang juruteknik..
tapi saya tak pernah terfikir..
kalau2 saya membuat orang lain susah..
mungkin saya tidak merasa apa2..
tapi bagaimana dgn anak2 saya??

hahh..
jage la kalau aku tau satu hari nnti anak kau dok kat bawah aku jgn harap aku nk bagi dia hidop senang!!!!!

bersenam itu penting macam makan nasik!

2010-01-06T13:12:00.016+08:00

masuk taun baru 2010 nih of course lah terlintas hati nk ikot2 wat azam baru..

azam taun lepas alhamdulillah terkebetulan dah tercapai..

hahahh..padahal tak ingat ponn itu adalah azam..

ok2...pastu taun nih ingat nk banyak kan bersenam la pulak

or jogin2 bodo ke ok gak laa...

dr dok kat blk jeh seyes badan jadi sgt mls dan BERAT!

sbb lain is,kalau nk bli jeans 2-3 kali try ponn kne letak balik

so,sambil2 berangan n usha2 letop try la nak carik gmba2 bersokan..

nak carik ilham..mane tau ptg nih terbukak hati nk joging2 ke;p

owh.betol,sy agak aktif,so msti jumpe banyak gambar;)

klik klik klik

hee..ade ponn..gamba time tot 2007..hehehh..

mestila ade banyak lagi..kate aktif...baekk!carik lagi!

klik klik klik

tak jumpe dah T__T

TAPI....

tejumpe gmba semacam ini;

dan ini;

begitu juge;

dan lagi;

ini juge;

kalau tecekik,berdiri ponn masih buleh;

tak heran org disekeliling;

kat ats tembok ponn buleh;

huuuu....

down!

macam mane sume ni buleh terjadik...!!

nak kate asek makan jeh tak kot:'(

rasenye penah jugak bersokan...

huuuu....

knape........

ok..

i know why!

sbb,time bersenam mane de bawak kamera kan..

sbb nak lari laju laju kang nnti tejatuh lak kamera..

ok,lega :D

ptg nih?

tgklah kalau ade mood~

sailormoon vs sailorman ;p

2009-12-29T17:30:00.006+08:00

ingat lagi tak quote ini;

"dgn kuasa bulaaaaaaaan......akan menghukummu......"

owh my fevret dulu..

kekasih khayalan pertama is surely momoru chiba

yg dtg bawak bunge ros dlm suit tuxedo bertopeng..

hahaa..semenjak haritu aku da berazam,

my new nickname will be "tsukinousagi".name "sailormoon" la tuh

budak2 hingusan..tapi lekat kot sampai skrg..iskk

ok,n tader kaitan ngn sailorman cume name jeh ala2

teringat pulak;

"popeye d sailorman tuuut tuuut.."

haha...katun tuuu,i just remember spinach jeh

n tgn yg berotot..

semua nih da tak penah terfikir dah lepas da besa...

cume arinih...ptg ni..ble line tefon kat s'pore da start putus2..

ble msg ponn tepakse roaming..

baru terfikir impact besar..

my man is a sailor..

we can make a team!!

hahah..sengett!

haha..padan muke..sape soh pegi jauh2..kan da kne edit..ngee;p

waaaa....bila kamu mau pulangggggggg T__T

baik pulang bercuti sahaja!!

2009-12-16T11:30:00.003+08:00

da masuk third week weyy..
ape output yg dapat??
sample masuk furnace sumer pecah..
yg temp 1000 deg terus melt..
kalu da melt camano la nak wat testing nye..
hadoiii...
nak wat xrd kne mintak sign prof yg bercuti selame seminggu or 2..
abes tuh nak wat ape lagi..
kerja setiap hari dtg skul n amek sample masuk furnace..
tggu sok hari,kuarkan sample ,masuk lagi smple laen..
seyes BOSAN...n macam mane mase depan fyp neh??
skg kat lab comp kat skul..
ok, spatutnye dok sinih dengan harapan buleh bace journal satu ke due..
last2 blogging...

poyok:takat dtg nk bukak blog bek takyah!!

khasanah:hey,aku peduli ape!*<-- dalam hati jeh*..tskkk..LOSER T__T

sweet sugar candyman

2009-12-08T20:13:00.008+08:00

ok..title bermaksud baek..
juga bermaksud choc free..ngeh2..
huuuu...ble nak weekend neh..adeh..
padahal baru hari selase..
sape ade idea bestt sila suggest okk..
nak bercuti tenang2kan otak..

pastu jalan2...
pastu sembang2 pasal hal wanita...
pastu cakap pasal cte2 bes kat tv....
pastu kutuk2 mmbe2 lame...
pastu cuci2 mate...

waaaaaaa...bila neh.....
utk weekend nih...
jadi ke nk g tgk hewan2 kt zoo tepeng neh..
waduh..sabtu ade knduri pulak..

gem::nanti roger2 ok;)

credit to::prof fauzi..maseh ek..tggl 2jeh..laen da masuk perot;p

i'm a tough tough girl in a rough rough world

2009-12-06T11:58:00.003+08:00

i'm not in a gud condition..yes i am!jd skrg agak emosi..
suddenly jd sgt sensitive over a small issues..
org cakap family come first..
sgt betul dan tepat..
even at dat time ders sumone need u more..
family always come first..
even when u promise about a 'small' things,
n u break d promise bcoz of ur family...
its always true~family-first..
betul jugak,ders nothing can compare to ur family..
apatah lagi nk steal u from d others..
but even life is rough,
u still have a choice..
u can choose to be fair n tau bezakan btwn ur family dgn siape shj..
or
u can choose to treat sumone as part of u so dat he/she'll never feel like strangers..
its ur choice
its ur decision
bukankah begitu??

tader ape yg menarik,sy demam

2009-12-03T19:06:00.005+08:00

sakit tekak..penin2...konfem nk demam..
baru first day wat fyp nih..kejutan budaya kot..

budaya kne dok kat lab wat keje sndirik..
budaya tader tempat nk refer..
budaya blur2 nk stat wat projek yg nthape2..
budaya kne usha ngn stdent master yg share same lab(hey,kau mmg annoying!!)
budaya dr. sgt sebuk ngn hal sendirik..

patutla buleh demam..

mmg sgt tekejut..buleh ke nk get along ngn sume2 neh??
ape nk wat kalau rse sgt down?
huhh..agak stress~
khasanah,cepat2 baek,kamu banyak keje!!

mendung

2009-11-04T19:10:00.001+08:00

bercanggahan pendapat itu indah,

tetapi kenapa perlu emosi?

what i like about wedding?

2009-10-15T16:15:00.008+08:00

first-->

it is the family gather time..yg da lame tak jumpe ponn dtg..yg bermasam muke n tak dtg time raye ponn ade sekali..heee...makcik2 kesayangan ku sekalian,y dun kiter berbaik semula..buang yg keruh amek yg jernih...kite kan satu family jugak...

second-->

bnyak fud=)even start kenduri hari sabtu,hari jumaat da masak mcm2 n rmai org2 kg datang tlg2..org jawe cakap lagan..org melayu tatau pggil ape..heee..tp org cakap kalau pakai catering da tak banyak keje..tp tgk encem yg dok kt umah wat keje tak henti2 mcm same jeh ponn..hahaa...saya suke tinggal di kg;)

third-->

ade hantaran..ade pelamin...ade bnyk hadiah....cume sume bukan milikku..heee..tp tgk ponn da seronok..rase meriah ade org nk kawen tuh macam laen sket....

forth-->

ramai org datang..ramai kwn2 juge=) ermm..dak2 usm,yaya,hida,ana,dayah,paan,azman ngn pahmin..thanks ye...n bird yg dtg dr utp sampai jugak akhirnye even mcm2 die bisin pasai banyak keje la ape lah padahal macam aku tatau jeh bird yg ko dok kt utp tuh asek men facebook jeh=p..hahaa...n thanks a lot ya darling..smpi jugak kt umah tuh..hee..tp sian msti letih sgt kene kerah tenage..kenduri kan..huhuu..

fifth-->

welcome to a new member in our little family...owh..akhirnye sy da ade 3 abg..hee..buleh paw banyak2 kot..huuu..and mybe atleat abah ade la teman nk sembang2 pasal hal2 lelaki nih..kalu tak cakap pasal bola ponn tader org nak sapot..sian abah..huuuu

tp kakyun da kawen..pasnih macamane ek...sape i nak ajak g shopin...g balik umah msti tepon kak yun sbb nk balik same2...bile tgh tensen ktrg lari g jeti kunon2 lg tenang tgk laut akhirnye mkn soto yg sdap kt playground...pastu die jugak la yg tlg mak msak time raye sbb i takat potong2 n cincang2 tuh buleh laa...huuuu...mcamane neh...dulu time kak ita kawen i nanges sbb rase kne rampas..hee...bengong kan..sgt tak matured..ok budak lg kot time tuh..n kali nih i bangge sbb tak nanges langsung..cume begenang sket2 jeh..hee...as long dier happy,kami satu kluarge ponn akan happy..ecehh..ye..mesti..!!

ben & kakyun

usm mate-n bird

n owh..ape salahnye kan..hahaa

ape dose aku pakai 019??iskk

2009-09-02T16:11:00.008+08:00

naseb baek betol2 pas kelas prof zainal abes...suddenly i got a call from a private num..kalu dolu2 yg slalu tepon kuar private num nih geng2 oversea jeh..tp disebabkan insan tuh da ade kat malaysia,i ponn sgt curious n cepat2 angkat fon..

"helo"

"ya..incik...saya dari celcom ingin mengenalpasti num incik adakah 0195035***??"

"ya..ya.."

"ohh..incik....kami dari celcom ingin mengucapkan tahniah kepada incik kerane telah menjadi salah sorang pemenang cabutan bertuah sempena bulan ramdhan ini ya"

"owh..ok.."

"incik akan menerima cek sebanyak TUJUH RIBU yaa dan kami akan depositkan cek ini kedalam akaun ATM maybank ya"

(akhirnya..aku bertuah..aku bertuah...)
"owh..ok.."

"di tempat incik adakah ATM maybank yg terdekat kerane kami ingin mendepositkan cek bernilai TUJUH RIBU kedalam akaun maybank incik..berapa jauhkan atm terdekat??"

(dah cek-nk deposit pulak..sumthing smell fishhhhyy heeeeree)
"hurm..adelah 1km-2km"

"oklah incik,kami akan menghubungi incik lagi dan incik perlu pergi ke atm dengan segera kerana incik adalah diantara pemenang ke-3 dr 7org pemenang kami..boleh kah incik pergi ke atm dgn segera?"

"tak boleh..sy bz.."

(dgn tak percaye n he stressed on:)
"incik......cek ini bernilai TUJUH RIBU..incik kena segera..bla3...."

ok..aku dah start buhsan and naek hangin..apehal pulak celcom nk call aku soh g atm..kalu nk kasik hadiah bukan ke lagi bagus panggil reporter banyak2 so dat satu dunia tau celcom nih pemurah and aku buleh jadik duta celcom secare tak langsung...??(even org cakap kalu nk sedekah tuh dgn tgn kanan biar tangan kiri tak tahu)..tp nih kes laen..mustahil syarikat telekomunikasi besar yg nk bagi hadiah besar dgn hanye melalui mesin atm sahaja...aku hangin..seyes..

"incik....(die sambung bebel)"

"tak boleh..ok2..u kasik i name u"

"nama sy HAJI ABDUL RAZAK bin bla3"

"ok..num ic??"
(aku da macam polis traffic)

"ic saya 830628-09-6269..incik akan pergi ke mesin atm dgn segera??"

(83??cepat kau naek haji ye)
"tak..sy akan call celcom n confirm kan semula semua2 nih"

"ok"..tup

TERUS LETAK??

ok..taper2..seyesly aku cam tader perasaan sunok langsung ble memikirkan aku akan dapat wet 7ribu..mybe sbb aku tanak start baya zakat sendirik kot...hohoo...then aku terus la masuk bilik n dgn sepantas kilat aku on letop kesayangan...

n i start google-ing

aku g jabatan pendaftaran negara

n aku mendapati kejahatan penipuan semakin mencelakekan rakyat;

hahaa..tak sah..siape lah haji abdul razak pulak kan...nasehat2 kepade penipu..jgn la nk burukkan name gune title "haji"...agak2 la beb..kau nk tipu ponn salah org sbb aku mmg tgh serabot ngan macam2 mnde nak wat.n sbb yg paling kukuh ialah aku MANE ADE akaun maybank lah BENGONG....then...

1missed call-maisarah

aiseh..aku lupe da janji ngn mai nk g jumpe Dr Zainovia pas klas td..huhh..stupid punya abd razak..buang mase jeh aku layan kau...

prinsip aku??

2009-08-24T06:31:00.004+08:00

aku ade ke mende tuh??
azam ponn aku tau tiap2 taun kne wat..
tp tiap kali tgh2 taun aku da lupe ape azam aku awal taun...
prinsip??
ape prinsip aku??
pegangan idop ke??
ntah..
senang jeh kot..
buat yg wajib-->sbb tuh Tuhan cakap wajib..so KENA wat
yg sunat tuh elok2 la diamalkan..
tp kalu rase takleh memperbaiki keadaan...
jgn mengeruhkan keadaan lah..kan??

from THE HOLY PROPHET MUHAMMAD,
"A good word is better than silence and silence is better than evil talks!"

mmg btol ponn;)

::makan malam regimental::

2009-08-18T23:08:00.013+08:00

owhh..tatau nk start citer macam mane..

last saturday g diner kt hotel equitorial penang..

celebrate yo2 yg baru ditauliahkan nih..

so far so gud..

mule2 tader lah rase ape2 ponn..

tp time tayangan slide show tuh adela sebak2 sket..

teringat time awal2 masuk n teruk kne blasah..

besela kot..kt skolah dulu ponn same jeh..

n same jugak kt mane2 tempat baru..

tp yg betol2 wat ktrg bertahan mybe friendship kot.

eleh tp nk cakap budak2 nih baek sgt tader lah jugak..hahaa...

tp sumer nih mmg menguji mental..

same2 susah..senang pandai2 la share dek...heee

ok2..tamau bebel...sekian~

..jempot minom..

yeahh~

cuci toilet??

2009-08-14T23:30:00.004+08:00

ok..mnjawab tag mimie n mantul sekalik gus..heee;p

1. Bila kali terakhir anda cuci toilet?
time l.i dok kt umah kak yun yg rajin mmbela kuceng kat dalam rumah..bengong..kucing tuh berak tak reti flush..

2. Pencuci apa yg anda guna?
ntah..pencuci toilet ape ntah..yg penting last2 aku tuang kiwi clean floor yg bau apple dekat separuh botol gak laa..heee

3. Dalam 1 minggu berapa kali anda mop lantai? kenapa?
tak mop ponn..standard cam mimie laa..sapu2 habuk pakai tisu n kaen jeh..hee

4. Apa tugasan anda sebelum menjelang malam?
sblm mlm petang la kan..kalu tak jogin tdo lerr..tak macam azman..berak jeh..haaa.. gamba tgh meneran spt di bwh..

5. Apa menu hidangan makan malam anda yg paling simple?
beger ayam special ngn milo ais abg gemok kepe halim~

6. Minuman yg anda buat setiap pagi?
milo 3 in 1

7. Sebelum tido apa yg anda lakukan?
dgr encem kasik bed time story..*wink*

8.kena tag 8 bloggers:
1.bird cam biase..haha
2.dayah
3.dorsie -sapot azman-
4.sepeng-sapot azman-
5.abrar (macha tuh lyan ke tag?cisss)-sapot azman-
6.zue
7.azirah
8.ckb

ice blended mocha pasa mlm menyedihkan

2009-08-14T22:46:00.011+08:00

title just nk menunjukkan rase hampe aku pd ice blended yg aku bli kt pasa malam td..huhuu..sbb teringat ice blended kt pasa mlm jalan tar yg sgt sedap...pasa mlm gak ape...nape rse yg tadi macam beskut tak masak..wuwuwuuu...tp alhamdulillah..mungkin itu rezki utk hari ini~heeee
(-_-)"..telupe plak dr nurul da warning;

"korg nih jgn la bejalan2 g pasa mlm nih..at least for the time being..i've a 10 month baby..sape yg jangkit kt sini mmg siap korg"..

mcm tulah ayt dier sket2..tp standard lah..ayt2 risau sorg ibu..hukhukk..tp nk wat camne..tingin nk makan yong tau fu..lupe plak pakai mask..haihhh...mintak2 dijauhkan~

owhh..smlm ktrg da slesai presentation l.i kt skul..lepas da tertangguh seminggu habes gak akhirnye mnde2 nih..even still tak puas ati nape paan mng antare 10 poster terbaek..wekk..ok2..tp yg agak tak beshh ktrg sume kne present dgn pakai mask..huhuuu..

see..??taderlah buruk sgt kan poster aku kan..siap ade additional "paper-tiles lagi"(kne kutuk ngn dr nurul dpn2..iskkk)

yaya sorg yg pakai baju southern-wire.aku patut amek jeh baju manager yg exec seacera offer utk blagak..(niatt jeh=p)..hehh

model mask..all-->REJECT..!!hahaa

update lohh

2009-08-07T01:32:00.002+08:00

ohh..blog ku da besawang..

nntilah update..

samat malam dunia~

ckb tagged me?? whenn.......??

2009-07-13T07:31:00.009+08:00

huhuuu..rupe2nye time intern suda byk tag tak terjawab..
skrg baru ade banyak mase nk mengintai2 page org laen..tau2
banyak lg tag tak terjawab..sowie ohh..byk bz la last 2month..
sempat ngepos jeh..tak sempat nk bace2 page laen..ok..so, mereply satu b4 class
semconductror device pg nih..hee=p

tag spt dibwh;

1. Anda rasa anda hot?
tak..tp ayt slalu dgr;"ok khasanah,ko bajet hot lg ke skrg??"
err..dlu aku bajet hot rupenye....hahahaa~

2. Upload gambar kegemaran anda

3. Kenapa anda suka gambar ini?
sbb sy sukelah;p

4. Bila kali terakhir anda makan piza?
last may kt the mall...tu ponn sbb cik abg diats banje..heheee..
kalu tak bezaman lerr tak makan piza kot..

5. Lagu terakhir yang anda dengar.
the climb-Miley Cyrus..(hannah montana the movie-->besh2)

6. Apa yang sedang anda buat selain selesaikan tag ini?
owh..tader ape..sy sgt concentrate..yeahh!!

7. Selain dari nama anda sendiri, anda suka dipanggil dengan nama apa?
"cik kurus" hahahaa..owh tidak..pggil sy dgn name sj ye..cicik??buleh laa

8. Tag lagi 6 orang dengan hati yg terbuka tanpa rasa kekesalan
azirah
zue
dayah
pahmin
ms.kistina(wek)
birdie

9. Siapa no 1 kepada anda?
hee..my ex skul mate..my besh fren..ever..

10. Bagaimana pulak dengan no 4?
owh..dier skulmet now..dak bahan..saje tak penah tgk die wat tag..saje=p

11. Kata sesuatu tentang orang no 5.
die kakak sy yg suke mmbuli adek die sy baek nih..sekian.

12. Bagaimana pulak dengan orang no 3.
rumet ku..haha..tiap2 mlm ngadu kt paan ktrg buli dier..hahaa

13. Siapakah orang no 2.
zue...ble mau pulang??

14. Bagi pesanan anda untuk orang no 6.
its a new day,its a new life..kamon babe,forget the past..

2009-07-10T08:09:00.001+08:00

-kosong-

LOVE HEAVEN

2009-07-08T22:29:00.005+08:00

well3..baru pas tgk syurge cinta ngn dyh n fira.

lambat sket tgk..tuh ponn harap kt budak2 yg share n donlod kt mirc..

hee..act mmg ade hati nk g tgk kt mane2 panggung tp cam tader yg nk ajak jeh.

hee..lg ponn last 2 month kn bz gilak ngn internship..

ok2..yg pasti cter nih buleh tahan besh n agak membukak mate..

pujian wat ahmad idham n david teo..

kdg2 mnde biase kte wat kte tak sedar salah n silap..

makin dewase, ajaran agame makin kte lupe..haiihh..

macamane ek..nk terus menerus ingat kan diri sndiri nih..

hari nih ingat,esok lupe..

hadoilaaa~

at last~

2009-06-24T13:36:00.008+08:00

arituh seminggu mintak cuti kat kilang..
sbb nk g johor amek watikah..
drg macam tak puas ati n suro extend..
heee..tp wat derk jeh..
n arinih mc pulak..
sumer gare2 kne blasah ngn john2 kt utm tuh..
jht banget sih itu org..haiihh..tgn aku skrg da membesa cam pepaya..
ergghh..ok2..sket sedutan dibwh;

ohh..inilah product 2006/2009

ngn dak2 bahan

n pikir2 balik susa senang 3taun utk 3 tauh nih da berakhir jugak..pasnih no more baris2 ari rabu,lari2 ramai2..pt2 petang..macik nk rehat.. heee;)

macik buhsan

2009-06-04T16:46:00.000+08:00

ohh..
sy mahu pulang~

"aku gadis kilang"-PART 2

2009-05-30T15:04:00.007+08:00

rasenye buleh update blog tiap2 sabtu jeh kot..hehee..
so,perkembangan gadis kilang wat mase ni.......ermmmm...not bad..
huuu..tp encik "boss" suda mintak sy submit repot..
tu ponn mintak extend smpi isnin nih..

kalu tak...kurus la saye=p
ok2...ape gadis kilang wat di kilang sbnrnye??
hehehehhh..wat keje la wet..
penat tol..
mcm turun palap ponn ade...(kecuali kt sini tader john-john)
oooppss...

bersenang lenang ketike org laen susah bekerje=p

ohh..sy wat keje juge..collect powder kt line=)

n..ini bermaksud..projek sy da nak start..

sbb tu g collect powder..heee..excited n nebes jugak..

huhh..ok2..berusaha!!

"aku gadis kilang"-PART 1

2009-05-23T10:05:00.002+08:00

arinih sabtu..keje halfday..til 1pm..
tamau cte pasai arinih..
nk cakap pasal smlm..
heeee..jumpe irah,gem,kme n nana..
iskk..tp cam sy tetibe abesh bat..banyak sgt begamba kt kilang smlm..
so,nex tyme i upload lah gamba (ok zue??)
hehee..ermm..so far,gadis kilang rase ok2 jeh arinih..
cume buhsan sket..tatau pas keje nk g mane..
owhh..nk g usha google map jap..carik tempat nk lunch tgh hari nih..
sy srg2 lagi:(

i'm RESIGN-ing

2009-05-10T15:48:00.002+08:00

sgt dasat dis two weeks..
mggu first kat kilang rse sgt pathetic..
dok srg2..mkn srg2..mcam budak terencat ponn ade..
haiihh...sgt sdeh laa rase...
tader kawan..huuuu...kat lab@opis sume kaum adam..
waduh..kami itu sgt beda....
tp drg sgt baek kot..
spnjg 2mggu kt seacera,da 2kali msuk lambat..
dua2 sbb sesat jln..
sekalik tuh lupe nk tutop lampu..
time nk balik bat kong...hahaa..
seb bek di seacere kurang sgt wanita..
ble mintak tlg kt srg,dekat seploh org dtg..
hahahaaa...ok..sy hanya bercakap perkare sbnr..
tp stil rase.......
tamo drive..tamo drive..tamo drive..!!!
huuuuuuu~
rse cam nk resign...hukhukkkk
tellme.....
wut shud i do....
wuwuwuwuuuuuuu~

let the cake heals d soul;)

2009-04-20T17:14:00.007+08:00

hehee..
td tgh bace notes SHE smpai telelap (smpi sejam kot=p)..
pastuh tejage pas kak yun call n nyembang2 pasal kes2 yg mengejutkan hari nih..

P/s; kami tak bergosip okayy cume mmbincangkan beberape isu berbangkit...hihii...

dgn mate yg stil terkebil2 tuh g la basuh muke ingt nk smbung setudi la kunon..n balik2 tuh nmpak ade notice utk cik khasanah,amek parcel di pejabat..heheheeee..mate saye terus celik dan segar bugar dan bersemangat mcm pas amek exam upsr..erkk..ok,ape2 aje..

sbnrnye nk cakap THANKSSSSS kat cik abg saye yg susa2 pos kek jauh2..thanks for dis srwkcake..tader..nk pggil kek sisik duyung gak.hehee...patut befday die sy yg banje kek..hukhukk...kiter postponed dlu ek,nnti kite banje awk kek belated befday...ngeeee~

kek srwk @ kek sisik ikan duyung=p

thanks dear;)

de-stressed and head detached

2009-04-20T00:49:00.006+08:00

i'm soo deym exhausted..dis tuesday is my 4th paper..n today i'm escaping myself from joining d others 4 d "stdy grup"..act, sy tetido lg..huuuuu...wut a waste...but wut to do..d bed is a lot more attractives than d notes...wuwuwuuu...mane g smgt nk blaja nih='(

nway, where can i find dis?? it mite help a little..wait, is it a BOOK??owh..ok,nw i dun think i can read any=p...

niece-sick;)

2009-04-14T07:11:00.005+08:00

niece-sick...home-sick..bf-sick...sista-sick...cat-sick...wuwuwuwuuuuuu

adik&kakak

saya mengantuk

2009-04-13T13:25:00.002+08:00

tp ade hati nk tules blog lagi kan..
saje jeh..lame da tak mengarut..
td exam paper advance materials n composite..
tp cam biase paper tuh bertukar kepade paper karangan...
asal tak tau nk wat jeh taram la nk tules ape ponn..
siap lukes2 tuh yg tak tahan tuh..
bajet btol la kunon..hahaa
sbb sy rse tak besh anta ketas kusong...
so baek saya berkarya=)
yeahhh..berusaha!!

we are 22 years young

2009-04-02T07:17:00.000+08:00

its 2nd of april already..

APRIL??

bulan yg cuak..final exam dah buleh kire pakai jari tgn+kaki...

nway..today is sumone's birthday..wishin him a very2 "hepi-everyday;)"

love story~

2009-03-29T20:54:00.001+08:00

dedicating dis song to my romeo=)

Love Story

by Taylor Swift

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes and the flashbacks start
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air

See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello
Little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet"
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you, please don't go
And I said

Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes

So, I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while
Oh oh

Cause you were Romeo, I was the scarlet letter
And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet"
But you were my everything to me
I was begging you, please don't go
And I said

Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes

Romeo, save me
They try to tell me how I feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes

Oh oh
I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town
And I said

Romeo, save me
I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you, but you never come
Is this in my head
I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring
And said

Marry me, Juliet, you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad
Go pick out a white dress
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes

Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh

'Cause we were both young when I first saw you

huarrggghhh menguap lagi

2009-03-22T10:01:00.000+08:00

i love weekend=)
well,(2nd after my bf)..hohooo
but to think of many other things to do 2morro....
just make me want to continue sleeping
as nothing in dis world wud bother me..
wuwuwuuu...
oohh..b4 lupe,meh nk tag si zulaika nih jap..
majuk kang..lame dah tertangguh nih..
sowie babe,guer bz banget dis week..heheee

tagged dan men-TAG

(i) DESCRIBE 10 THINGS ABOUT THE PERSON WHO TAG u

1)first thing first,she's d most talkative person i EVER met..

hahaa..seyes..sgt becok..so,kalu tetibe dier senyap tuh...

msti ade sumthin wrong sumwhere...heheee..rite dear??

2)as the wound tak sempat nk heal,ade tambah yg baru..huhuuu..

i mean dis girl asek accdent jeh..masuk

jenan lmbt ponn lmbat sbb accdnt..

ske men ngn pisau nk kerat2 tgn..

waaaa..rase nk cekik jeh dak nih...

tp skng dier da makin dewase..jd doc,obat sendirik ek..hehee..

3)"blue"..hohoo..bukan yg *sensertt* tuh okai..

suke gilak kaler biru..tatau ape yg cun sgt..

ijau lg cute kot..hahaa...

tp stat dr bed sheet smpi ke brg2 lain ponn nk biru...

ros ponn nk spray kaler biru..haiiihh~

4)mu die hard fan...hahaa..seyes,tak suit lgsung biru ngn merah..

(tp i tak penah ckp la dulu)..

da dak nih dok gilak ngn mu,nanges lak kalu org kutuk kaler tuh tak "in"..ngeh2

5)suke melalak gak..

seb bek budak nih jarang stadi kat bilik stdi..

da la meja kt sbelah jeh,haduiii..

bukan sore tak sedap tp pecaye la zue,

org da tak layan grup2 westlife n backstreet boy ko tuh..hahaa..

tp kdg2 aku tompang2 gak la layan..buhsan=p

6)penyayang..kejam pada luaran..

tp always der when i need sumone..huhuu...

kalu gado ngn sape2 ponn,seyes dier akan back-up i habes2..hehee..

tp bukan i jela..ngn ktrg2 ponn dier nih mmg da ade sifat2 keibuan..

heheee..cam tak cye..tp seyes tak tipu..

7)ok,susa nk cakap tp die nih pemurah jugak kot..

mybe saje wat cmtuh nk tambah pahale di dunie..hahaa..

yg behnye tiap kali dier outing a.s msti dapat rose..heheee..suke2=)

8)she never forget a bfdy..huhuuu..

org yg plg besemangat nk celebrate bday ktrg same2..

plg bessh celebrate kt lake garden time after abes spm..

huhuuu..n smpi skrg ponn susa nk jd org plg lambat wish bday kt i..

or mybe tak penah lmbt kot..sbb yg plg lmbt tu irah..hahaa

9)headgirl yg cool..

tak segan silu mmbuat slh n mencover mmbe2 yg buat slh..ngeee~

10)more bout ZULAIKA...??

she's my beshhhfren=)

(ii)DESCRIBE 10 THINGS ABOUT u

1)sy seorg yg rajin(TIPU..TIPU)

2)baek hati(iye2...time kaseh)

3)pemurah(kdg2 jekot)

4)penyayang*poyo=p*

5)oowhh..i like cat

6)i like fud=)

7)i like my fwen

8)dun like arithmetic-things

9)makin debab each days

10)sy sgt mmbuhsankan....................

(iii)AT THE END U NEED TO CHOOSE PEOPLE TO BE TAGGED AND

LIST THEIR NAMES

1) ZULAIKA
2)Birdie

3)ckb

why ohh why??

2009-03-05T18:32:00.000+08:00

baru balik dr jumpe prof fauzi..
prof ponn msti da nyampah asek tgk muke ktrg jeh..
nk wat camane..tepakselah..
da bebulan2 carik tempat l.i tader satu company ponn nk kat ktrg nih..
haiiihh...*sigh*
sedang bermonolog sendirian n muncul persoalan..
there are thousands of students applying for industrial training in dis country...
and got themselves a place....
EXCEPT me...
why ohh why??

they say:
"save the best for the last.."

n i say:
yolah tuh..
arituh dgr kalu yg last2 nih dier nk lelong jeh kat mane2...
siap ade yg wat l.i kat lab lagik..
ini serupe r.a lohh..
tamau2...
(encik2 tn2 punye company,
sy bukan demand yer..
cume sy mahu belajar tntg industry..
kije lab sy da wat tiap2 sem...)
huhhuuu..

ooh..cakap pasal lab,arituh ktrg (pahmin n i) ade wat experiment..
(tader kne mngene ngn silibus)
sementare nk tggu lec dtg ktrg due dok la kat luar lab tuh..
duduk dgn pose yg same juge n da tak cakap sepatah ponn..
n pastuh sorg2 lalu wat gaye nk blasah i..
me ONLY..
tader org nk kacau pahmin ponn...
wuuuu...n'gak fair..!!
stat ngn miji yg nk ketuk i ngn file,
pastuh paan,pastuh lopeh pastu yaya n ooh hata ponn ade kutuk2 jugak..
haiihh...ok2..lupe nk cakap,tjuk experimen;
"tendency of being hit n run"
conclusion=tak jumpe lagi..
why ohh why...

hehee..
but takat dak2 nih nih ngacau,tader efek ponn..
rse cam nyamuk gigit,garu ponn sodap...
ngeeee~
ape2 ponn..dis is it..
wut we call LIFE..
sumtimes irritating yet very2 interesting..
so,refresh..!!refresh..!!
there's no need to find the answer "why"
it will be more interesting=p
wuuu..yeke??why??

"happy belated birthday=)"

2009-02-16T21:18:00.000+08:00

td petang ana kasik fancy-bracelet kaler merah-itam..
time dier kasik tuh tepikir lak nape??
hehee..pastuh dier cakap..

"hepi belated birthday"

then i realized yg i shud write sumthin bout dis year's unexpected birthday...
the two most beloved person in my life dtg usm last week..
who??my besh fren si bird yg da semakin tembun...
n of course my one n only ahmad syarif..
maybe d best week n sumthin i could never forget..
thanks yaa=)

kami suke makan eskem=p (tambah2 bile encik baju ijau banje..heheee)

i luv bbybear..luv the shirt more..luv the owner even more=)

n for all frens yg ingat lagi date 12feb nih..
of course,zue kat indon tuh yg slalu jadi the 1st wisher..hahaa
n azirah yg tak penah lupe birthday i even dier la yg paling mls ingat tarikh2 nih..
n irah yg plg slalu jd org yg plg last...
nape ntah..mybe sbb dier adik kot..hahaa
n utk sumer2 kawan2 yg tak penah missed wish everyear
farul,nuha,sam,syahir,syifa',kimi,dayah,paan,abra,ayie,zenol,hida,nik,yaya,biha,
fira,shima,wan,azman,everyone..
u guys really brighten up my day..thanks=)

pt bengong*&^%$#@!

2009-02-15T08:44:00.000+08:00

ok...today is sunday...

ari yg besh utk berehat sambil menyiapkan kerja2 yg tertangguh...

tp pg td dyh kejot kol 6am...

"cicik..bgn..da kol6..pt..."

TIDAKKKKKK....!!!!!!

huhh...taper2...bgn..ape slhnye turun jap..

menyihatkan bdn (optimis)

nampak muke "makhluk alus" wat mood jadik tambah2 tensen...

da bersokan2 n peloh masham ponn da mcm ujan...

stap cakap..

"senior,pasnih kol10.00 pakai pt"

(wut the tuuuuuuutttt!!!)

helo2...ingat kami tader keje laen ke..

da third year ponn camnih lagi...

hampeh laa..rse nye macam kene buli bodo2 jeh..

idup nih mmg penuh ngn cabaran ke..

pstuh asek dikelilingi ngn org jahat2 jeh...

wuuuu...agak nye hukum karma kot..

sbb slalu wat jaat,kite dapat balik balasan..cash terus..

ape yg i da wat ek....*5sec wondering*

tp mak cakap...wat ape2 ponn kne iklas..

baru la Tuhan tlg..sabar....

yolah stap..ktrg turun laa jugak..baru la kamu puas ati kan...

ktrg tak tgk AC millan mlm td..sbb tuh tak penat..(perli)

ok2..pasnih nk jadik baek la..mau berubah..

iklas kan diri..

penat ponn taper,sehat badan kot..

kutip vitamin c banyak2..(even pas kol10 banyaknye uv mmbunuh)

untung2 idup buleh jadi lebih bahagie dan gumbire=)

*pt=physical training

misteri si penghantar sms

2009-01-27T14:33:00.000+08:00

usm sgt sunyik arinh..
tebayang ape mmbe2 wat kat umah..
yg cine msti tgh syok makan kueh bakul..
collect ang paw..mkn besar..wooo..best2...
yg india ( prasath ngn anusha jeh ponn ) mybe tgh bercuti dgn sronotnye.
yg melayu...yg tdoq2,yg stadi tader kot..yg mancing..
hahaa..ape2 jelah yg drg wat sure lg hepening dr dok kat dlm blik
4117 mngadap letop...
seb bek ade twisties =)

nk sambung tdo,tp ble pk banyak lagi keje tak wat..
presentation eng pas cuti nh kne wat pasai ice-cream...
wuuu..nk present ape..mkn tau laa...
pastu grup quality control tatau kompom ke tak..
tajuk da kuar,date due ponn da ade..
tp satu keje ponn tak jalan... haiihhh...
SHE ape ntah lagi...
kdg2 rase nyesal lak amek lambat2 neh...
huhuuu..

cakap pasal SHE,i kene grup ngn 4 org lg tapi sume 2nd year(me 3rd year)
mstila mule2 tak knal langsung ble bace list name kat skul..
berdebar2 gak,camane la grup mmber tuh nanti..
ok ke,tak ke...buleh "in" ke bile discuss same2 psl tjuk nih..
yela,nk bekerjasama utk 1 sem nih..bukan senang..huhuuu
tp tak lame pastuh i dapat sms dr sorg dak cine nih,dier cakap ;
"khasanah,i'm ur grup mmbe,meet at kafe lembaran tonite~"
hehee..advance nye..mane dapat num guer??misteri....

then,lee tak jong( one of my coursemate) cakap,
"eh khasanah,kwn aku punye adik satu grup ngn hang tau"
(die cakap sebjik2 n pelat2 cine sket..)
pastuh dgn konfiden i jawab;
"oooh..patutla die buleh sms aku.."
tak jong ckp lagi;
"eh,tp aku tak kasik num hang aaa"
huhh...abes tuh mane dier dapat??
time tuh mule la berbunge2 hati nih bajet femes...
heheee...
sambil terbayang kan wajah si penghantar sms
sekachak takuya kimura atau seganteng rangga...
n nk lagi kompom,smbung la cakap2 ngn si tak jong nh;
"hehee..mst sbb aku femes kan,(*wink*)..
weh,ensem tak dak tuh??"
(hensem..hensem..hensem..!!)
dgn spantas kilat dier jawab;
"apa hang nih..dier perempuan lah.."
erkkkkkk....

pastu i da tak berminat dah nk tau cam mane dier dapat num tipon tuh..

fake smile..broken heart..

2009-01-13T21:58:00.000+08:00

arinih klas full sampai kol6 except klas composite tader..
slalu mesti mengeluh sbb penat n yola,tidur siangku burn setiap ari selase..huhuuu..
tp arinih rase cool ble ade lab...bizi2 sket..tader mase sgt nk pikir mnde2 laen..
tak kesah kotor tgn kacau p.o.p even takut gak biler terbayang tetibe tgn mengeras n tepakse potong letak dalam almari lab wat tayang kat junior2..
haihh...banyak berangan lagi..

pastuh siap lab dalam kol530..ajak pahmin balik sbb siti tamau balik lagi..
lg ponn dr mariatti da warning last week,
"kalau sy jumpe ngn sape2 yg balik sebelum pukol 6,awak kne dgn sy"
mybe camtu la kot dier cakap..da lupe sket..hehee..
siti cakap
"cik,tak takot ke kalu terserempak ngn dr nnti??".
n i answered,
"ala siti,wut is life without a little risk??"
hehee..ktrg due2 sengeh...

tp pikir2 balik..mmg ponn..who am i to play wit a risk dat i can't barely face??..
i've put a lot of risk by fallin i luv with sumone i think i knew him better then anyone else..
but today i realized dat actually,i dunno him..i dunno wut he likes to do...i dunno his fevret muvie...i dunno his fevret song..i dunno his childhood frens..i dunno his family..n i dunno whether he really likes me o not..
sumtimes i wonder wut type of gurl he want me to be..
or am i gud enuf for him??

tetibe rase cam org putus cinte lak..
hahaa..tak cool langsung sdeh2 camnih..
tp ape2 ponn,i'm just an ordinary gurl.sumtimes i laugh n sumtimes i cry.. (or mybe more laugh n less cry=p)..
i do have a dream dat sumday there is sumone who wait for me..
n loves me-for me..
for who i am..
n if now he's standing in front of me,
waiting for the silence to greet..
there's nothing left for me to say..
as i only have one heart to give..
n if it is not enuf..
then i'm not enuf for u..

hampehhh....

2009-01-12T23:41:00.000+08:00

huhh...
sakitnye jiwe...

sape la yg cipte dota...

bukan2..bukan salah beliau...

salah sape yg gile sgt maen mnde tuh sampai tak hingat mnde laen...

mnde yg lagi penting yg patut kne setel..

sumthing more important than a game...sumthing like ME...!!

owhh...i see...

kirenye mmg i am really no one..baru compare ngn game da macam loser..

inikan plak nk compare ngn mnde laen...

haihhh..sabar....sabar...