drowning

today is just like a never-ending day

i'm totally,really exhausted!! n pissed off!

just because u have a status or rank or whatever weirdo thing u've been proud of,

that doesn't mean u can yelled at others u monkey!

ohh i really feels like smacking those ill-bred stink mouth at once

n sambil nyanyi lagu bengang akim af7 even salah lirik

pantang betol keturunan aku dgr org menengking2 tak tentu hala nih

kalau ponn muke aku cam pecah rumah sekali ponn tak boleh ka tanya 'cik penah pecah rumah org ka' n sure aku jawab 'waklu!!'

n sebab betapa tak profesional nye aku,

aku sekali lagi emo tak tentu hala juga

i am lucky:)

please slapped me if i ever sigh again..

to think back everything dat ever happened to me, i consider myself as LUCKY.

i worked hard, i still laugh hard. i cry a lot, i have a lot more shoulders to lean on.

i easily get mad, but my blood pressure still normal what.

if in one whole day we still have water to bath, shoes to wear, food to eat, friends to chill up, why get mad if a bunch of flies, flies around? they have to fly to continue their lives!

sumtimes people can be very annoyed..like they dun have anything goods in life other than makes our life miserable.but how far they can go? well, at least u wont die of the annoying-ness rite?maybe its their nature.so why let one bad apple spoils the whole basket?bad apples stays rotten,dun eat them,take a good one, and leave. you wont get sick. smile makes u feel so good:)

be grateful makes u feel that you are not alone. you are born with a reason. lets stay focus & insyaAllah,God will lead us the way.

P/s : thank YOU, i had the very best day in my life:)

how lucky i am?;)

i seriously need sum rest

maybe dis time will be a long one..

for everyone's good.

Buhsan Di Office Sekarang

tired.sumbody please hire me!
hahah..itulah perangai..da tensen sket carik nk carik keje baru..
tak reti bersyukur langsung..
cube lah muhasabah diri ok khasanah!

" then which of the favours of your Lord will ye deny?"

so pls be strong!and grateful for every little second you breath..
there must be a reason why you were born...
n why you are still working here T___T

Regards,

-office-

a friend's reminder

its a shamed

yet its a bless

how i wish the sky stays blue,

i'm grateful for the bright rainbows after the storm

thank you.so much.

BAD PEOPLE

i never thought sumtimes life wud be dis difficult.

VERY difficult..

handling machine is one thing,but handling people is harder!

thats why bos cakap, lets not call them bad people lah

actually they are so-call 'difficult people'

u have to noe how to handle this kind of people

but to do dat,u must have enuf experience, n knowledge.

yup.tp aku org baru bos.

camane nak setaraf dgn dis 'difficult people'?

sampai bile asek nak tahan panas telinga kne maki hamun depan org ramai?

aku ponn ade maruah:'(

one great man penah cakap;

'we all have people we dun like.dat does things dat we dun like.

and wut i have found is no one is pure evil.

if u wait long enuf,they will show u their gud side.

u can't make them doin it in a hurry.but u can be patience.'

sgt betul!

but its been 7month!

how long shud i wait??

they are toooo bbbbbb uhhh! DIFFICULT!

ww=weak week

will young's fit me perfectly today

i think i better leave right now.

before i fall any deeper.

will u marry me?

why flowers are red?

why leaves are green?

why i was born?

why tears falling?

why heart racing?

why earth one?

why i feel like none?

thank you:')

THANK YOU

ALL OF YOU ARE THE REASON FOR ME TO LIVE

THANK YOU ALLAH

THANK YOU PEOPLE

THANK YOU SO MUCH!:')

orang kampung

mungkin entry kali ini agak emosi.

sila jgn baca jika anda anda seorang yg beremosi..

org slalu cakap,'jage sket tingkah laku tuh,nnti org kg nampak cakap ape pulak'

pastu kalau hebat sket,risau tershow off sket,nnti org kg mengate..

kalau balik ngn bf ponn da jadik bualan org kg..

bergosip tak hengat walhal lagi bagus ade org mnghantar selamat sampai ke rumah drpada jadik ape2 di tgh jalan..itu cume pendapatku..tapi yg salah,tetap lah salah..itu aku mengaku..

tp ape ponn,hey aku ponn org kampung jugak.

lahir di kampung,mmbesar di kampung..

tak penah heran kau nak pakai mercedes brape series ponn aku tak kesah..

maybe kalau kau bawak kete kebal,aku akan mengate'wah hebat,nak tumpang buleh?'

tp sejak duduk di tempat baru nih,mngaku aku hanye mnumpang di tempat org..

dduk ponn umah sewa..

kami bekerja ponn pakai baju kilang,org ponn da label minah kilang.

tp ape dose aku keje kilang?

even tak kesah lah position aku manager or operator,takkan kau nak cap yg minah kilang nih sosial tak hengat.bahaye kalau bercampur ngn org kg.hey,kerja halal kot!

fine fine fine,takan la pulak nak cap kat dahi nih,aku engineer beb,baju nih kilang bagi so aku pakai jelah so jgn pandang aku macam tu buleh?

tp perluke semua tuh?

sipolan cakap org kampung da mule mengate pasal kami.

tp aku tgk macik2 sbelah umah kami slalu jeh menghanta kuih bukak puase kat kami.

so siapakah 'org kg yg mengate itu'??

atau sipolan itu sendiri?

adeh..seyes aku tak faham.

mmg perlu hidup bermasyarakat.

tp masyarakat yg pandang hina perempuan minah kilang macam kami nih

jadi bagaimana?

nasihat cume satu,

sebelum berkata ape,pandang lah diri sendiri dahulu.

mahu betulkan tingkap rumah org,pandang lah tingkap sendiri dahulu,mungkin tak perasan retak di mane2..

manusia tidak sempurna.

itu utk aku,dan kau juga.