Saturday, October 6, 2012

Thursday, October 4, 2012


sejak akhir2 nih aku asek emo jeh
more to demotivate actually
rase macam kononnye kau sorg lah yg ditimpa kan ujian paling berat dalam dunia nih
And if at workplace, you have to give it your all and try to solve a problem yg dah berakar tunjang since the company is built, and you got no support from other parties.
Its not easy when you live in a town surrounded by a skyscraper. The barrier is too huge. I don't understand why it should be happened that way. Well, for me, in a company, u need a specialist in all areas to ensure u can move forward. But whenever u encounter a problem, n u need their specialties, automatically it becomes a FAVOR. which mean, this is not supposed to be my job n i'm just doing it for the sake of helping you. what the heck? so, i was demotivate.
I went back home, but no one's is there.. I cried the whole night.
It continues for several days. Until one day i realized, only God knows how difficult it was. But did i ask help from Him? I was too busy chasing 'life' when actually i creating my own shadow. Why should i demotivate over a small matter? kecewa bila di tolak. Buat ape bergantung kepada makhluk sedangkan Allah maha berkuasa menentukan segalanye.

After a while, i look for a new hobby. I bought few novels and i watch same movies on astro repeatedly. I email my better half more frequent in a day. Alhamdulillah. i learn to get used to it.

" And when u went through the hardest time in your life, just remember that this too will passed."

Sunday, September 30, 2012

current sunday routine

just thought this old song might cherish some old memories.

missing my other half badly.

Saturday, June 30, 2012 has changed ek?
and this is 2012
and i am married:)
and of course with the same guy i keep on mentioning before.haha!
Thanks A LOT for those who coming to our wedding,
you guys are really made our days:)

Alhamdulillah..we started to live together
in a mean of a very independent & humble life
and trying to suit each other well
we are quite struggling at first-for sure
i would say argument is a must!
but i enjoy my life now:)
really grateful for this beautiful gift ever!
Thank you Allah.
n Thank you husband!
for marrying me:)

Monday, March 26, 2012

almost fell.just let me fall.

hati mana yg tak terasa
mata mana yg tak menangis
i will stop counting
and let the time take its course
bersabarlah duhai hati

Friday, March 9, 2012


today is just like a never-ending day
i'm totally,really exhausted!! n pissed off!
just because u have a status or rank or whatever weirdo thing u've been proud of,
that doesn't mean u can yelled at others u monkey!
ohh i really feels like smacking those ill-bred stink mouth at once
n sambil nyanyi lagu bengang akim af7 even salah lirik
pantang betol keturunan aku dgr org menengking2 tak tentu hala nih
kalau ponn muke aku cam pecah rumah sekali ponn tak boleh ka tanya 'cik penah pecah rumah org ka' n sure aku jawab 'waklu!!'
n sebab betapa tak profesional nye aku,
aku sekali lagi emo tak tentu hala juga