sejak akhir2 nih aku asek emo jeh
more to demotivate actually
rase macam kononnye kau sorg lah yg ditimpa kan ujian paling berat dalam dunia nih
And if at workplace, you have to give it your all and try to solve a problem yg dah berakar tunjang since the company is built, and you got no support from other parties.
Its not easy when you live in a town surrounded by a skyscraper. The barrier is too huge. I don't understand why it should be happened that way. Well, for me, in a company, u need a specialist in all areas to ensure u can move forward. But whenever u encounter a problem, n u need their specialties, automatically it becomes a FAVOR. which mean, this is not supposed to be my job n i'm just doing it for the sake of helping you. what the heck? so, i was demotivate.
I went back home, but no one's is there.. I cried the whole night.
It continues for several days. Until one day i realized, only God knows how difficult it was. But did i ask help from Him? I was too busy chasing 'life' when actually i creating my own shadow. Why should i demotivate over a small matter? kecewa bila di tolak. Buat ape bergantung kepada makhluk sedangkan Allah maha berkuasa menentukan segalanye.
After a while, i look for a new hobby. I bought few novels and i watch same movies on astro repeatedly. I email my better half more frequent in a day. Alhamdulillah. i learn to get used to it.
" And when u went through the hardest time in your life, just remember that this too will passed."