Tuesday, January 13, 2009

fake smile..broken heart..

arinih klas full sampai kol6 except klas composite tader..
slalu mesti mengeluh sbb penat n yola,tidur siangku burn setiap ari selase..huhuuu..
tp arinih rase cool ble ade lab...bizi2 sket..tader mase sgt nk pikir mnde2 laen..
tak kesah kotor tgn kacau p.o.p even takut gak biler terbayang tetibe tgn mengeras n tepakse potong letak dalam almari lab wat tayang kat junior2..
haihh...banyak berangan lagi..

pastuh siap lab dalam kol530..ajak pahmin balik sbb siti tamau balik lagi..
lg ponn dr mariatti da warning last week,
"kalau sy jumpe ngn sape2 yg balik sebelum pukol 6,awak kne dgn sy"
mybe camtu la kot dier cakap..da lupe sket..hehee..
siti cakap
"cik,tak takot ke kalu terserempak ngn dr nnti??".
n i answered,
"ala siti,wut is life without a little risk??"
hehee..ktrg due2 sengeh...

tp pikir2 balik..mmg ponn..who am i to play wit a risk dat i can't barely face??..
i've put a lot of risk by fallin i luv with sumone i think i knew him better then anyone else..
but today i realized dat actually,i dunno him..i dunno wut he likes to do...i dunno his fevret muvie...i dunno his fevret song..i dunno his childhood frens..i dunno his family..n i dunno whether he really likes me o not..
sumtimes i wonder wut type of gurl he want me to be..
or am i gud enuf for him??

tetibe rase cam org putus cinte lak..
hahaa..tak cool langsung sdeh2 camnih..
tp ape2 ponn,i'm just an ordinary gurl.sumtimes i laugh n sumtimes i cry.. (or mybe more laugh n less cry=p)..
i do have a dream dat sumday there is sumone who wait for me..
n loves me-for me..
for who i am..
n if now he's standing in front of me,
waiting for the silence to greet..
there's nothing left for me to say..
as i only have one heart to give..
n if it is not enuf..
then i'm not enuf for u..


10 comments:

tetsuko87 said...

oit
fall in love with whom???
hurm...
dasat gak ayat jiwang ko..
keh keh keh..
jgn sedey2..
luah kat sn..
nnt aku komen mane2 yg perlu.hehe

nky said...

huhuuu...
nape ko jauh sgt...
hukhukkk

nur said...

perghhhhh!!!!bule thn jugak minah ni jiwang.hahahha!!!

nky said...

hahaaa...
mengongg..
aku seyes tgh sdeh neh..
ko sapot jela....

CkB said...

no...
yg part mybe more laugh n less cry tuh mcm x bape tepat je..hehe
noor khasanah yg aku kenali mcm more cry n less laugh je..heh
usm da bjaye men'tough kn ko yew...yezza..!
=)
check diz out bebeh
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p/s chantek la noor yg 'khasanah' kt atas tuh...wat kt mane??bleh la wat beday present aku...x lame da nih..huhu =p

nky said...

heheheeee....
nanges sket2 jelah..itu ponn wat cuci taik mate..ngeh2..ooo..jgn le puji..mndalah tuh si bird wat kan kat mlake kot..kire wat2 tak nampak jela ek..kalu nk gak g meraung kat bird..ngeh2...eden tak dapek nk g mlakau..tak ponn paw zue la ble die balik kang..heheee

illiani said...

hahaha!ye.berbangga ble khasanah letak bende tu jd primary pic die *blushing*..ok poyo.stop.
trase d appreciate.(terkena badi khasanah yg jiwang).


PS:knape 3 org je???mane lg srg?xcukup pembesar.=D

CkB said...

oowhhh..patot la...aku po ade mende alah tu dolu2...akak aku bg tym die blajo kat mlake dolu...haha
hak2..bird poyos...

waiting like a stone said...

"if now he's standing in front of me,
waiting for the silence to greet.."

bejanggut gak la waiting but pending jeh

nky said...

i'm sory..perhaps i dunno..